End Of 2012

Hye there. Alhamdulillah. Praises to Allah, Allah Almighty. He gave us chance to live till here, today #31.12.2012. Syukur. Terlalu banyak advertisement, fiction stories yang kononyer dunia akan kiamat on December 2012. Ia sedikit sebanyak memesongkan akidah kite sebagai umat Islam, which we suppose to believe in Qada' and Qadar not a theory predicted made by human. I believe in the end of the day (Kiamat) and I believe in Qada' and Qadar from Allah. I accepted His certainty which I assume that He never forget me and keep testing me with obstacle so that I could be His better servant. Thank You Allah.

Home
2012 left me with so much memories which I can't recall each one of them. But, the best things happened is I move in to quarters to start our marriage life ourselves. It is not easy to convince hubs to live alone with me, it takes me few months and a lot of patience. Alhamdulillah, Allah always make it happen when it is the right things to do. So, it is happen in early March, 2012. Till now, end of 2012, we have done so much to our tiny little house and we are happy about it. And, I succesfully taking care of my husband *I think so*, with lots of love since he 'grow up' non stop, hahaha. Oh, yep. Since we live ourselves, I am able to cook very well. Not only that, I can bake too :).

Little Me Inside
This wonderful year also has given me twice bad news. I am not so lucky in 2012 which I faced twice miscarriage. Allah always answer my pray but He also decided to give me and hubs a little test too, so that we can learn to be strong. Seems like I am not strong enough to carried a little me inside. Poor me. Two is not a good number to me. But, it makes me stronger. After going thru twice miscarriage this year, hubs and me decided to stop trying for a while. At least till I finish my study. Harap-harap Allah tak marah, we are not gonna give up. I just need some time to reset and restart my body and making sure that I will fully ready to have a little me inside (^^). Insyaallah. We have list of things to do, to eat, to undergo and much. Please pray for better us in 2013.

Love Grow Stronger
Ehem. Well, while we have no babies we shall spend a lot of quality time together and that is what we do. Thanks to hub, who has never bored entertaining me, gaduh-gaduh manja with me, manjaing me all this years. I love you so much! I feel like I am a little kids. Since now you rajin bobok-bobok me, so that I could fall asleep *easier for you to watch TV kan?* avoiding your wife, like kucing meowing to you asking your attention. hahaha. Mencik! Selalu jer tertido bile kene bobok ngan hubs, tak dapat tengok TV. Unless, kalo aku beritye sangat, then I will bobok you balik till you fall asleep. Then, the TV is mine. huahuahua!! *ketawe jahat*. As I selalu fall sick this year, ohh, I don't know why. Hubs is the in charge person who bring me to the clinics, buying some foods, lap-lapkan badan supaye suhu I turun. huhuhu. He even took a leave just to make sure that I am not dying sick at home. I love you even more hubby!

Family
Alhamdulilah, towards the end of year, my family receive a huge 3.48kg baby boy from my sister. Thank you kak long and adib for bringing joy into our family. He really adorable and kitorang sume tak sabar-sabar nak tengok Arif membesar. Cause we still wonder, Arif has you or adibs' look. hahaha. LOL! Even sekarang pon Arif dah banyak kerenah *he likes to pee without diapers* hahaha. Satu hari pasti ku culik Arif. yeay! Watch out kak long! Ohh, tahun 2013, my younger sista are gonna sit for PMR. Harap adik aku lebih matang untuk dapatkan result lebih baik..

Ape-ape pun..my 2012 was awsome! Alhamdulillah, Allah has planned my life perfectly. Thanks Allah and thanks to everyone who has pass by in my life. Semoga tahun depan will be better than this year. Insyaallah..See you next year!

Love.Izrin