Dengan nama Allah yang Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Mengasihani.
Alhamdulillah. Hari ni Muhammad Zaim dah 3tahun.
Ibu doakan Zaim membesar dengan sehat. Jadi anak yang baik. Hamba yang taat. Berjaya dunia dan akhirat. Insha Allah.
Aku ingat lagi hidup tanpa Zaim, 2 tahun lepas kawen. It is too plain. Sunyi weihh. Bukan tu jep. Pilu jangan kate la since I'm having twice miscarriage. It's not easy. Setiap kali peyed menjenguk je aku akan nangis. Mase tu bukan la berharap sangat nak dapat anak tapi sebab hati selalu terhiris dengan pressure dari orang luar.
Lepas 2 tahun hidup plain, Allah has answering my prayer. Alhamdulillah, 9 month after that muncul la Zaim penyeri hidup kami. Punyer la happy tak terkate. In fact that happiness continuing until today. Walaupun, the motherhood journey is quite challenging, but our small house is always full of colors. Plus, we have our little princess, Maryam Zahra.
Orang selalu kate anak pertame tu selalu special. For me, yup. Aku setuju. But, it doesn't mean Zaim has major attention. Tak, tak. I have enough love to delegate to all my children. Zaim is special because, having him is like receiving a gift from Allah. I pray harder than ever for him, then unexpectedly Allah answering my prayer. I feel the love Allah has send through Zaim for me. Thank you Allah.
Time kasih jugak kat Zaim sebab you have give me so much happiness. Makes me learn what is my real priority. Ajar ibu erti sabar. I like when we dance together, even it is out of rhythm. I like when you talk to me, even ibu tak paham satu hape pon. Whenever you throw a tantrum, but I manage to control my anger, I feel like a winner. Bile ibu marah Zaim buat muke, geram tapi geli hati.
Thank you sayang for accepting me like you do now. I pray our love will last forever. My pray and love will always be with you.
Ibu love you Zaim.
Love,
Ibu
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