+ Kenapa Dengan Saye? +

kenape dengan saye?

am i having a battle with myself?

saye tak paham.

saye murung. saye stress. saye down !!

perasaan2 itu membuatkan saye nak marah jerk.

buatkan saye tension !!!!

buatkan kepala saye sentiase berat.

kepale ni macam pikirkan sesuatu tapi ntah ape.

please do not torture me this way!!!

please let me lead my life easily,,

i have a big day to deal with !!!!!!!!!!!!

getting married isn't that pleasant as it looks.

the preparation.

the feel. the excitement.

the burden. the DEBT.

the heart that hurt.

the moment that spend on fighting.

the unwanted & unpleasant time.

the force.

the nerves.

the unwilling wishes that we have to obey.

the backstabber.

the big mouth.

the mean friend.

the bad person all around.

the uninvited feeling.

the tears that no one could heard.

the joy that prayed all day.

the scream that broke the chest.

the voices that appear only deep down inside.

the sadness that taking all night long.

the sigh that never end.

you guy would probably have no idea what is a bride are going thru.

it is really out of what i thought.

it's not that i'm not happy with the marriage thing

but can people understand me by STOP pushing ! Forcing !

please stop !

argh !!!!

+ Keep Counting +

count. count. count.

count of what?

banyak bende yang perlu dikire !

especially MONEY,,

hurm,,takde ke sesape nak sponsor majlis saye? sile PM yep!

hehehe.

kire2nyer skrg dah tinggal kurang dari sebulan kut.

tolak itu & ini. macam tak sempat jerk nak buat pape sekarang ni.

huhuhu. debaran kian terase.

masakan tidak, urusan pejabat agame cik izrin ni belum setel lagi.

cik izrin ni banyak berangan ker? huish!!

ni gambar2 cik izrin bersuka ria ! !

dari kiri : my very young sis, sara, mama & me !

" marilah bergoyang~ "

peace !

but anyway nak gtau, while i'm away

these few week, cik izrin ni sempat lagi gi kursus,,

bagi memantapkan lagi skill yep..which is choir course ! :)

inilah kerja cik izrin, berbakti kepada gomen! hehehe.

well, this is our SUKJ Soprano team and i'm one of them~

serius dorang ni mmg gile2. cam cik izrin ni jugak !

nengok cam best jerk,kan?

mmg la best sbb activity2 ini bisa mereleasekan tension kok!

lagi2 dalam saat getir camni,kan?

tapi kan,,kerana aktiviti2 ini (esp. koir) ni telah melengahkan mase cik izrin sehingga

terkejar2 nak gi bayar yuran sem & sampai ke hari ni lum setel urusan pejabat agama. huhuhu.

kesian cik izrin..

oh, ye. kesihatan cik izrin jugak sejak kebelakangan ni telah diabaikan.

cik izrin selalu tido lambat, kerap makan berlebihan.

cik izirn sudah kembang skrg a.k.a gemuk yerp. huhuhu.

risau lak. takut baju yang dah di amek ukurannyer tak muat. help!!

camne nak kurus ngan drastik nih??!

but, perlu ker kuruskan badan? hmm,,

let's compare a woman with a curve and without !

mane yang lebih menarik.

so, what do you think? which one of this pix look gojes to you?

of kos la that women with a curve,kan?

left pix show you a very skinny woman. menggiurkan tak?

absolutely NOT, right?

in fact, due2 pun skinny but tgk la awek yang pakai bikini tu,,tak cool!

nak jadi cam yang baju itam tuh, pleasee!!

sekarang ni, cik izrin sedang memantapkan lagi ilmu perkahwinan.

banyak yang perlu dipelajari, cik izrin rajin mentelaah buku2 orang dewasa yep.

hikhikhik. kelakar lak.

tapi cume satu jerk cik izrin risau. ilmu masak-memasak.

cik izrin mmg failed ! <--harap2 tak kene reject ngan mak mentua~

cik izrin selalu membayangkan yang pas kawen nanti sebelum pulang ke rumah setiap hari, cik izrin akan bukak website resipi2 tuk masak kat umah. huhuhu. sedih btul !

pape pun, doakan cik izrin selamat diijabkabul yep.

baru jerk semalam kadi yang nak nikahkan cik izrin mesej cik izrin.

konfemkan tarikh ngan mase.

sungguh sadis, kadi yang mesej pengantin. cait! hehehe!

ok la. nnt cik izrin sambung lagi k!