+ Kenapa Dengan Saye? +

kenape dengan saye?

am i having a battle with myself?

saye tak paham.

saye murung. saye stress. saye down !!

perasaan2 itu membuatkan saye nak marah jerk.

buatkan saye tension !!!!

buatkan kepala saye sentiase berat.

kepale ni macam pikirkan sesuatu tapi ntah ape.

please do not torture me this way!!!

please let me lead my life easily,,

i have a big day to deal with !!!!!!!!!!!!

getting married isn't that pleasant as it looks.

the preparation.

the feel. the excitement.

the burden. the DEBT.

the heart that hurt.

the moment that spend on fighting.

the unwanted & unpleasant time.

the force.

the nerves.

the unwilling wishes that we have to obey.

the backstabber.

the big mouth.

the mean friend.

the bad person all around.

the uninvited feeling.

the tears that no one could heard.

the joy that prayed all day.

the scream that broke the chest.

the voices that appear only deep down inside.

the sadness that taking all night long.

the sigh that never end.

you guy would probably have no idea what is a bride are going thru.

it is really out of what i thought.

it's not that i'm not happy with the marriage thing

but can people understand me by STOP pushing ! Forcing !

please stop !

argh !!!!