Dengan nama Allah yang Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Mengasihani.
Alhamdulillah, dengan izin Allah dah setahun pun aku menyandang gelaran ibu. Orang tanye "cemane jadi mak..best?". It is fun. Tough but fun indeed. I always have a reason to stay strong because I always know weakness is not an option when you realize that there are someone really rely on you. Deep but it's true.
Looking 365days ago. Aku langsung tak tau if I am capable to take this huge responsibility. Nak membesarkan seorang manusia is totally a big challenge. Tapi, inilah doa aku sekian tahun sebelum Allah anugerahkan Muhammad Zaim. Bile takde, di minta-minta, bile ade takut plak nak jage. Haha. Lemah betol manusia. Selalu je rase insecure tapi Allah always knew what's best for me.
Kehadiran Muhammad Zaim dalam hidup kami adelah satu tsunami. He change everything, a good change for sure. Hidup adelah siket kelam kabut, i guess it is normal for first time parents but we did an excellent job. Mungkin. Hahaha. Seeing him growing up, sehat dah cukup melegakan hati kami. We trying so hard to give the best tapi takde la sampai memewahkan. Kami pun bukan dilimpahi kekayaan sangat. Cukup makan, pakai okey lah! Tanak Zaim spoil sangat nanti menyusahkan orang lain plak.
Muhammad Zaim few hours after his birth.
Kalo orang tanya, nak bersalin lagi tak? Trauma tak? Mestilah nak. Trauma tu tak la sangat. Hahaha. I have a ridiculous memory dalam labor room. Ape pun, I am glad my husband are around calming me, while contraction. Dah lupe cemane sakit contraction, yang aku ingat cume rase nikmat bile Zaim kuar. Ahhh. Heaven!
Zaim, anak yang penuh dengan character. Banyak keletah. Lepas ade Zaim dah takyah nak release tension dengan music. Zaim, you are the music in me.
I pray that Muhammad zaim will grow up happily, sehat, disenangi, disayangi dan sentiasa diberkati Allah. Dipermudahkan segala urusan, di dunia dan akhirat. Semoga Muhammad Zaim menjadi hamba Allah yang taat, anak yang soleh, dan manusia yang berguna untuk agama, bangsa dan negara. Amin.
Terima kasih Allah for all this happiness.
Happy 1st birthday my sweetheart, Muhammad Zaim. Ibu love you now and forever.
Thanks for reading!
Love.Izrin
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