tRIp To KeLAnTan ! !

trip to Kelantan by enchek Anuar

from 15 till 17 oct 2010.

depart : by train from kulai station - pasir mas station. (8 pm)

mood : totally depressed!

the story begin when enchek anuar refuse to join the trip. he giving many reason so that he would't have to for the trip as he is short in financial. plus, ini tengah bulan!!

on wednesday, oct 13, he seems fine as he thought he would escape from the trip. i can see the blooming face then he already promised me to make our pre-wed photoshoot. and extra dating program,hehe.

suddenly, past afternoon he call me and told me his boss force him to join the trip. he refused. but his boss keep forcing him. not only that, he also had been scolded (with extra maki hamun). to me, i am kind like, WHAT?? kenape nak marah2 pulak? kenape nak pakse? this trip is actually unformal trip, people are freely to choose either to join or not. his boss is !@#$%^&*!! ops! haha. yelah, coz kalo tak ikut pun, doesn't give any effect or big causes pun. it is just a trip.

thursday, oct 14. enchek anuar had been called by his officer, en. din. "anuar, awak kene pegi sbb saye dah kene marah dengan bos dan saye diarah untuk beli tiket untuk awak". anuar doesn't have much choice kan? he is been force and tiket dah pun dibeli.

5.05 p.m. Anuar call me. ask forgiveness for dissapoint me AGAIN. what can i say? i am just a girl he wanted to married with but his boss is a person who determine his future.kan? i didn't have much words to say. i have to let him go for the trip. i hate a feeling like this. a feeling like you want him to go at the same time you don't want him to go.

Oct, 15. i send him to train station. at 7.30 p.m. he seem unhappy. i am unhappy too. but he have to go, right?

today, oct, 18. i am working but keep waiting him to text me when he arrived. i have call him early in the morning, anuar baru kat Segamat. i wish he arrive safely, but not his boss. ops again! hehe. he might be arrive in afternoon.

no matter what, i miss him so much. couldn't bear to stay away from him. lelagi dalam jangka masa yang panjang. cause, takut kalo pape jadik kat Anuar.

10.09 a.m. Anuar arrive safely in Kulai station. anyway, welkem back to JB sayang!

oPeN hOUSe !!

Selamat hari ghaye!!

yeeppi!!

late entry? No.

i just back from my former office open house.

rindunyer kat kawan2.

dapat bebual for few minutes ase sangat kejap.

tak cukup. huhuhu!!

rindu sangat kat dorang. rindu nak bebual macam dulu. rindu nak gelak2 cam dulu.

sedih!

kenape la saye dipisahkan dari kawan2?

being excelent doesn't give all the happiness you want. rite?

being at the best place people wanted so much also didn't give any smile.

it is all because of being among friends and people you loved.

it makes you day bright.

hurm--

wHat LOVE is aLL aBOuT--

L.O.V.E.

is the most difficult thing to understand.

is about unique feeling.

is a complex and mixture of feeling.

is where we can cry and laugh in the very same time.

is the most powerful power in human being.

is everything--

so, for today. i would like to share some of the love quotes that i found out in google.

then, enjoy!!

some of them are really deeply meaning.

some of them are short and meaningful.

some of them are written cutely.

but i like all those.

cause every time i read love quotes, i feel deeply in love.

i would smile.

it makes my day bright!

it would give you thought.

and, this is for my love, Anuar.

Ujian Penilaian Sekolah Rendah - - - - -

this entry is late.

but still wanted to establish this.

sbb ramai bebudak kecik amek pekse kan.

termasuklah adik saye yang paling kecil..sangat!! ^__^

gerun. takut. neves.

all sort of feeling, as for me before.

but, for my sister ni plak. she is just hanging around.

main, berangan, tgk katun all day long.

waaa--- so confident ah you!! <--clap! clap! clap!

well, talking bout UPSR. suddenly i have a flashback of time.

remember the time i sit for it.

i dont recall all sort of things that i've done for UPSR.

what i really know is i was so nervous that im not be able to get good marks!

at one moment, my teacher call a students' name that they spot for achieving 5A.

mine is the last name from the list. i believed i was not in the list.

because once my teacher glance at me then she say, ok last name is IZRIN.

see? she dont even put my full name on air---

i almost knock down for not listed in that listing.

i tot, this is not a very smart approaches cuz the other student who didnt listed will feel down.

haha--

but then, im happy for myself and suddenly the fighting spirit is coming!!

huahuahua--

in primary school, i was a very notty girl. yep!

notty and extremely active + hott!! hahaha--

i was involving in netball, tracks, hand ball, and even a manager for my class football team!!

i was also involve in fighting, fall in monkey love and etc. etc.

bestnyer sekolah rendah.

dan sekarang plak, i'm able to get in touch ngan those fren from primary skool. excited isnt it?

yeah. so much.

plus, kami dah beberape kali gathering. jumpe. lepak.

fun.fun.fun. =)

talking about monkey love. hahaha.

teringat kat sorang mamat ni which i admire him sbb die sangat smart.

kasut sekolah die hari2 bersih+putih. he always smart in uniform.

he is a smart guy. i like him.

tapi mase sekolah dulu, kitorg gaduh setiap hari. wakakaka! <--demi menutup perasaan hati.

takde la. suke gaduh ngan die sbb mase gaduh la bleh cakap ngan die. tulis2 surat.

walaupun surat yang menyakitkan hati. hahaha--

budak2 betul.

baru2 ni kami ade berhubung.

thru Yahoo Messenger. then cter balik sal sekolah rendah.

bley tak terbagitau yang saye admire die dulu?? (*__*)

hahaha. saye kan jujur. let him knoe. malu betul.

hahaha.

tapi skrg ni. die dah tunang. baru jerk tunang.

saye pun dah tunang. but we're good.

kalo ade mase kami selalu YM. selalunye tukar2 pendapat sal hal2 kawen. hikhikhik.

besh kan ade kawan camni?

opp! end of the story. takleh cter lebih2. =)

nnt ade org terase ati.

teringat jugak mase sekolah rendah dulu gi rombongan ke KL.

waaaa. serunuk. walaupun tido dalam bas mase malam pertame tuh.

kitorg bukan tido pun. sbuk ngumpat. hahaha--

gi KLCC. mmg sangat jakun la mase tuh. hahaha.

bebudak--

that is was the first time saye leh gi jejauh ngan kenkawan.

serunuknye kalo pikirkan mase2 yang dulu.

ase cam nak ulang je mase ni kebelakang.

nak enjoy lagi mase sekolah. bley tak?? (^__^)

kad kawen in the making---

sangat excited mahu cerite.

saye belum dapat lagi kad idaman hati.

camne nih??

haha.

sangat excited kerana skrg dalam misi mencari.

but as far as i know. i will get my invitation card sangat cepat kot.

serunuk2.

skrg ini sedikit lega kerana sudah menempah hampir sume main things for my wed--

andam - sudah

kotak goodies - sudah

photographer - sudah

kad kawen - sudah ade vendor, only looking forward the design of the card.

barang hantaran - sudah lame setel.

bunga tuk hantaran - sudah beli. tapi tak tau cukup ke tak. sorang sket yer--

bunga tuk hantaran ni beli awal coz it is limited stock. huhuhu-- T__T

soal makan blum lagi nih.

isau. isau.

baju juga blum ukur dan design.

also for my pelamin. blum pikir design ape nnt.

konsep dan tema sudah ade. asenyer will be ok kut.

ape lagi. oh yeah!

i have about 4-5 pasang kain tuk diagihkan.

hanya tak pasti nak bagi sape.

absolutely tuk my aunty2. cukup asenyer sorang dapat sepasang. =)

rasenyer urusan sudah dipermudah. alhamdulillah.

semuge trus dipermudahkan. aminnnn--

saat menghampiri detik diijabkabul ini.

saye notice, hubungan kami sangat dilanda badai.

kadang2 rasenyer tidak kuat kaki untuk melangkah.

tapi atas dasar cinte dan janji yang telah kami pateri.

saye gagahkan kaki juga untuk melangkah.

semuge hubungan suci kami ini akan berpanjangan hendaknyer--

semuga mendapat keberkatan dari Tuhan.

semuga ini semua berjalan dengan lancarnye. =)

dia -- si minah gedikss!

haha. tajuk sudah sangat gempak!!

bukan la hot sangat pon entry kali ni.

cume saye sudah agak meluat dengan minah ni.

kenape la ramai sangat minah yang gediks dalam hidup saye??

shohh. shohh. pegi sane. do not try to influence me please!!

first. i met this women (she is divorcee).

first impression = sgt sweet. cemburu because she is so lovely.

but after a while, we can see her true color. she is what?? !@#$%^&*

aiyoo--

kenape dia seorang perempuan?

disgusting dan memalukan jerk.

i wish i never knew her. keterlaluan? you should know her yourselve!

then. kawan lame.

she also nice but only at the first time i know her.

masalah minah ini adelah die konfius on what she want in her life. ape ye yang awak carik??

she out for a date ngan ramai2 guys.

then, decided to get engaged.

then now, confius. just because she has someone else.

and that someone is better than her men..owh! <--sily lily!!

skrg ni. saye sangat rimas dengan due minah yang ntah dari mane datang dalam hidup saye.

bile dengar cter both of them makes me sick!

sorang very hyper talkative +++.

sorang lagi pretend to be very lovely lady but at the other side she is over-manje a.k.a mengade2.

hish--

camne saye bleh ade di antare dorang2 ni??

saye tak cakap saye ok.

but, these girls really make me sick.

sorang kalo cakap die jerk bagus. i dont know how him can stand her. sayang??huish!

kalo plan mastermind mmg die jerk the first. leader to be la kunun.

but once planning hancus mule la salahkan die ni la. die tu la.

yang bagus sume awak la kan??

kalo jumpe reramai. suare die jelah reaching th highest pitch.

talkative is gud dear but when you get over-reacted on your talkative?? <--please.

yang lagi sorang ni.

dulu ok. sekarang? sebab die pikir die sudah besar dan dewasa.

maka whatever she decide n feel gud, she think it will be gud for her.

orang nasihat ker. bagi opinion ker. she wont listen.

owh-- mungkin sebab die pandai.

she know what is best for her.

but, i dont think so dear.

maybe trying very hard to be someone that he love is good.

but ever think of being yourself?

he does cheating on you.

if you really love him and really wanted to give him a 2nd chance.

please give you guys some space.

some time to think.

even, he nanges2 for that chance!

haha. because you dont really know his tear y'all!!

ade tak laki yang gediks ek?

haha. ade sorang kut.

officer lagik. giler punyer gedik.

mane taknyer--

tak nak masuk meeting.

tak nak panjat bukit.

tak nak tarik tali.

tak nak masuk sungai.

tak nak pegi kursus.

tak nak gantikan bos gi official function.

sume tak nak. abeh tu jadik pegawai nak ape ek??

dok bilik. sign kertas jerk.

masuk meeting, kuar otak kosong.

no info added? what?

so. function you ape yerk??

sumbangan you ape erk?

camne la mangkuk gedik ni leh jadik pegawai?

tiada tokoh.

tiada criteria.

no charecteristic.

no function.

no meaning.

useless!! haha.

kepada makhluk2 yang berkenaan.

sedar2lah.

hikhik.

kalo gedik tak nyusahan orang takpe.

saye pun tak sakit hati, tak sakit mate.

or maybe this entry wont exist. ^__^

kerja sudah--

hari ini adelah raye ke-4.

tak sangke saye dah keje. baik,kan? =)

haha.

raye tahun ni seakan tidak seghairah dulu.

mungkin kerana peningkatan usia kut.

kemeriahan tu dah tak mcm dulu.

kenape ntah.sumthing is missing??

hmm.

saye kecewe ngan seorang kawan.

i think she is desperately busybody kot. nyampah!

tak suke die.

since ade satu kejadian yang sekaligus melibatkan saye.

she became too obses kut ngan gossips.

ape la.

tak suke la.

tak perlu la kut ungkit2 cter tuh.

sbb rasenyer sume dah settle. dah ok.

keadaan pun dah tenang seperti sebelumnyer.

suddenly she rise it up again?? why? motive?

padahal hal ni takde kaitan pun ngan die. sbuk jerk.

before this things happen.

ye. saye mmg ade bercerita ngan die.

tapi die kene paham yang keadaan dah berubah kut skrg.

tak perlu nak keruhkan lagik keadaan.

just shut your mouth! ok.

saye tak suke awak! \(*__*)/

ok. tukar mud balek.

hepi2 sal lagi 5bulan je nak mengakhiri zaman bujang.

yeeeppi! sukenyer.

suke. excited. neves. takut. <--perasaan bercampur baur.

selepas ini tanggungjawab dah berbeza.

harap2 enchek anuar seorang suami yang baek. hehe.

oh ye.

saye dah tempah photographer.

tgkkan harge dah pakej2nye mmg berbaloi kut.

dan servis serta layanannyer pun sangat la memuaskan hati.

saye suke.

kalo nak jenguk2 leh la gi sini.

www.izphotostudio.com <--sile la lawat laman ni. ^__^

thanks en. zul.

oh yep.

nak cter smlm erin call.

die buntu.

she actually ask me to find her a boyfriend.

tup2. last night.

my cousin plak ask to find him a girlfriend.

saye ni dah macam matchmaker.kan?

tanpe berlengah lagi. trus perkenalkan erin to him.

haha. soh die bukak FB erin n tgk2.

ogy mcm ok jerk tgk erin. haha.

sayangnyer erin dah tido plak.

mungkin sebab kebuntuan dan kehilangan akal. ceh! <--she got trouble ngan perasaan.

harap2 dorang menjadik.

sebelum ni ade gak kenenkan erin to sumone.

tapi tak menjadi.

don't know why.

people are judging other by their first appearance.

tak adil camtuh.

they shud kenal dulu baru bleh nak judge.kan?

kalo mereka menjadi.

saye sangat suke!!

minggu ni adelah mggu kerah otak.

sebab sepanjang tiade kelas ini saye sangat berrileks2 tak buat assignment.

walaupun sedar ia sangat melambak2. hehe.

so. sume kene siapkan minggu ni.

bleh ker? <--ketaq2~

yakin boleh!!

orait. skrg dah amek mud.

so. nak buat assgnment skrg. yeay! <--kunun2 suke agar mud tak lari.

sebelum tu bleh tak nak luahkan?

kepada seseorang yang dah menkucar-kacirkan idup saye.

boleh tak jangan rampas kehidupan saye yang sekarang?

jangan rampas kawan2 saye.

saye rase awak ni cube tuk menyusahkan saye la.

mungkin tu bukan niat awak but u did.

tak perlu nak diskriminasi sangat ok.

kite dalam satu group.

so tak perlu nak wujudkan sub-group in the middle of it. ok.

kalo awak ade masalah ngan saye.

sile jangan libatkan orang lain.

sile jangan influence others. <--awak mmg mulut manis!

lagi satu.

tak perlu la nak sorokkan fakta.

awak sedang menyeksa orang yang awak sayang.

sian die. <--saye cakap jerk.

ok la.

nak buat keje sekolah.

till next entry. take care!