tRIp To KeLAnTan ! !

trip to Kelantan by enchek Anuar

from 15 till 17 oct 2010.

depart : by train from kulai station - pasir mas station. (8 pm)

mood : totally depressed!

the story begin when enchek anuar refuse to join the trip. he giving many reason so that he would't have to for the trip as he is short in financial. plus, ini tengah bulan!!

on wednesday, oct 13, he seems fine as he thought he would escape from the trip. i can see the blooming face then he already promised me to make our pre-wed photoshoot. and extra dating program,hehe.

suddenly, past afternoon he call me and told me his boss force him to join the trip. he refused. but his boss keep forcing him. not only that, he also had been scolded (with extra maki hamun). to me, i am kind like, WHAT?? kenape nak marah2 pulak? kenape nak pakse? this trip is actually unformal trip, people are freely to choose either to join or not. his boss is !@#$%^&*!! ops! haha. yelah, coz kalo tak ikut pun, doesn't give any effect or big causes pun. it is just a trip.

thursday, oct 14. enchek anuar had been called by his officer, en. din. "anuar, awak kene pegi sbb saye dah kene marah dengan bos dan saye diarah untuk beli tiket untuk awak". anuar doesn't have much choice kan? he is been force and tiket dah pun dibeli.

5.05 p.m. Anuar call me. ask forgiveness for dissapoint me AGAIN. what can i say? i am just a girl he wanted to married with but his boss is a person who determine his future.kan? i didn't have much words to say. i have to let him go for the trip. i hate a feeling like this. a feeling like you want him to go at the same time you don't want him to go.

Oct, 15. i send him to train station. at 7.30 p.m. he seem unhappy. i am unhappy too. but he have to go, right?

today, oct, 18. i am working but keep waiting him to text me when he arrived. i have call him early in the morning, anuar baru kat Segamat. i wish he arrive safely, but not his boss. ops again! hehe. he might be arrive in afternoon.

no matter what, i miss him so much. couldn't bear to stay away from him. lelagi dalam jangka masa yang panjang. cause, takut kalo pape jadik kat Anuar.

10.09 a.m. Anuar arrive safely in Kulai station. anyway, welkem back to JB sayang!