End Of 2012

Hye there. Alhamdulillah. Praises to Allah, Allah Almighty. He gave us chance to live till here, today #31.12.2012. Syukur. Terlalu banyak advertisement, fiction stories yang kononyer dunia akan kiamat on December 2012. Ia sedikit sebanyak memesongkan akidah kite sebagai umat Islam, which we suppose to believe in Qada' and Qadar not a theory predicted made by human. I believe in the end of the day (Kiamat) and I believe in Qada' and Qadar from Allah. I accepted His certainty which I assume that He never forget me and keep testing me with obstacle so that I could be His better servant. Thank You Allah.

Home
2012 left me with so much memories which I can't recall each one of them. But, the best things happened is I move in to quarters to start our marriage life ourselves. It is not easy to convince hubs to live alone with me, it takes me few months and a lot of patience. Alhamdulillah, Allah always make it happen when it is the right things to do. So, it is happen in early March, 2012. Till now, end of 2012, we have done so much to our tiny little house and we are happy about it. And, I succesfully taking care of my husband *I think so*, with lots of love since he 'grow up' non stop, hahaha. Oh, yep. Since we live ourselves, I am able to cook very well. Not only that, I can bake too :).

Little Me Inside
This wonderful year also has given me twice bad news. I am not so lucky in 2012 which I faced twice miscarriage. Allah always answer my pray but He also decided to give me and hubs a little test too, so that we can learn to be strong. Seems like I am not strong enough to carried a little me inside. Poor me. Two is not a good number to me. But, it makes me stronger. After going thru twice miscarriage this year, hubs and me decided to stop trying for a while. At least till I finish my study. Harap-harap Allah tak marah, we are not gonna give up. I just need some time to reset and restart my body and making sure that I will fully ready to have a little me inside (^^). Insyaallah. We have list of things to do, to eat, to undergo and much. Please pray for better us in 2013.

Love Grow Stronger
Ehem. Well, while we have no babies we shall spend a lot of quality time together and that is what we do. Thanks to hub, who has never bored entertaining me, gaduh-gaduh manja with me, manjaing me all this years. I love you so much! I feel like I am a little kids. Since now you rajin bobok-bobok me, so that I could fall asleep *easier for you to watch TV kan?* avoiding your wife, like kucing meowing to you asking your attention. hahaha. Mencik! Selalu jer tertido bile kene bobok ngan hubs, tak dapat tengok TV. Unless, kalo aku beritye sangat, then I will bobok you balik till you fall asleep. Then, the TV is mine. huahuahua!! *ketawe jahat*. As I selalu fall sick this year, ohh, I don't know why. Hubs is the in charge person who bring me to the clinics, buying some foods, lap-lapkan badan supaye suhu I turun. huhuhu. He even took a leave just to make sure that I am not dying sick at home. I love you even more hubby!

Family
Alhamdulilah, towards the end of year, my family receive a huge 3.48kg baby boy from my sister. Thank you kak long and adib for bringing joy into our family. He really adorable and kitorang sume tak sabar-sabar nak tengok Arif membesar. Cause we still wonder, Arif has you or adibs' look. hahaha. LOL! Even sekarang pon Arif dah banyak kerenah *he likes to pee without diapers* hahaha. Satu hari pasti ku culik Arif. yeay! Watch out kak long! Ohh, tahun 2013, my younger sista are gonna sit for PMR. Harap adik aku lebih matang untuk dapatkan result lebih baik..

Ape-ape pun..my 2012 was awsome! Alhamdulillah, Allah has planned my life perfectly. Thanks Allah and thanks to everyone who has pass by in my life. Semoga tahun depan will be better than this year. Insyaallah..See you next year!

Love.Izrin

Saye Adelah Auntie !

*Gambar yang diculik dari Facebook kak long*

Alhamdulillah..praises to Allah Almighty..my sister is safely deliver a cute baby boy at HUKM on 17 December, 2012. Syukur! Syukur! I am an aunt now. Yeay! Yeay! So, i guess I have to behave. kihkihkih.

Semalam, hubs and me baru je visit baby. Lambat. Sebab my sister deliver kat KL sane..then jejauh bawak balik baby. It's not that I don't wanna visited them earlier but since she told us she will having her confinement in JB, then, I tunggu jelah. hehehe. Pemalas kan? Lagipun, my choir team ade event on the next day. Dapat news tu pun, mase I dah nak tido *tido dibilik hotel mewah tajaan BPSM, enak!*. Perasaan? Sangat happy dan bersyukur. Terus sujud syukur. Because we all know, deliver is a battle of life and death. Thank God for sending us this cute little baby, he is such an adorable, rambut pun lebat. Weehhuu. Sehat plak tu, 3.48kg. Wow!! ko makan ape dalam perut tuh? ekekeke..

Beyond of this happiness, i over heard people talking back bout me *ohh, susahnyer sebab meja kusi dah pandai bercakap*, I do not take it very seriously, cause the only know me best is me and Allah. "Kak ngah mesti jeles nih" What? Is that what pop up in their mind when other people sibuk2 merase gumbire?? You guys should do sujud syukur tau, hahaha. Ape yang lebih menyedihkan, it's coming from my own family. Kabhi kushie kabhi igham sungguh. Aren't they 'enaff' knowing bout me?? (T_T) Ohhh, yes. At least they are concerning about me, kan? Pikir positif je. Alhamdulillah, thank you..*waving ngn muke comel*

They don't know how glad and thankful I am for these news. At least, people are not putting me into spotlight and keep repeating the same stupid question, which obviously, I don't know the exact answer. It's not my job, it's His. When He said kunfayakun, then, it will hapen. Insyaallah. If I'm able to accept my fate, why don't you do so? If it's not for me, then do it for my creator, He knows best! All that I can say here is, Alhamdulillah and Syukur for what I have now.

Pape pun, jangan pikir yang aku sedih. Welcoming this cute little boy doesn't give any sad tears to me or hubs. In fact, kami sangat happy untuk kak long & adib. They are parents now! haha. Macam tak pecaye jep. Now I realize, times really does flies! Ohh, gosh! I'm old! haha. As for me, sekarang mase untuk fokus ngan study. Ye. Study. Ye. Study. *Grr..kene ke ulang-ulang?* Hoi, two more semester to go!! Cepatnyer. Ase macam baru semalam lepas semester satu. HHuuuuaaaaa!! kenape tibe2 rase macam mase berlalu cepat sangat??!

Well, I'm so tired of travelling Johor ---> Malacca then late evening Malacca ---> Johor. Kenkadang, sengaje cipte rekod driving less than 2 hour. huhuhu. Takde keje kan? Eh, korang pecaye la, aku penah sampai JB kul 8.30 mlm tau, kul 7 kuar dari tol ayer keroh. I'm sure I can beat my own time! yeah! Mase ni travelling sorang diri, ketakutan, dan inilah hasilnyer. Ujian pantas! hahaha. Teruknyer perangai. Luckily, mase tu belum ade AES. Fuh!

Doakan aku selamat abes study dan dapat rainbow calor result okeh!

p/s : to all my TTC friends, do not stop trying, praying and asking from Allah. He is absolutely know what is the best for us. Keep being strong! hugss!

Love.Izrin

Two Television & Less Tolerance

Since I was young, Mama taught me to be tolerate with others. Regardless in anything I do, I'm trying so hard not to be selfish and be more consideration. That is why sometimes, even I really want something, I still put it on consideration. Seems like I've been really tolerate almost with anything in my life. I still remember, there was a time when mama and I went for shopping, I was attracted to this baju but when mama asking me to buy it, I immediately say NO. Later on, I feel very disappointed pasal tak beli baju tuh. hahaha. Selalu gak cemtu, cait! Bukan ape, I just being tolerate with Mama. Mama selalu bagi ape yang aku nak, sebab waktu kecik-kecik ni memang selalu memintak je kan? hahaha. Ohh, at this age, Mama still buying me cloth, *malu*, not often but I really feels the mothers' love. aaawww!

We do have a simple life before, we share almost everything, kadang-kadang baju pun kami kongsi. Aku la selalu rembat pakai baju kak long *sorok*. What can I say, her shirt looks good on me! Plus, she seldom at home (^^)v. Lepas pakai, lipat la leklok dalam laci. Ohh! Kadang-kadang, I pakai baju Mama. Weird kan? But, I really do! haha. Kelakar plak kalo ingat balik mase dulu, I don't even care to look good! bongok! *cakap pade diri sendiri*

When I'm married, I live with someone who I never live with. It is not easy at first, even at this 1 year and 9 month, it's still not easy. hahaha. Sometimes, things went well, but sometimes it's not. We even have a separate wardrobe. hamek kau. Sebab, I kinda messy, kalo rajin je baru kemas almari, kalo tak memang bersepah la almari aku. Recently, we buy another television. Untuk kepuasan hati dan mate, beli tb besar terus! So, tb yang kecik di anaktirikan, terus letak kat bilik tidur. For the meantime, tb kat bilik tu sekadar jadik hiasan je or peneman aku di kala menggosok baju. Sian die. Padahal tu hadiah kawen. Sobs.

So, sekarang ni, aku sorang jelah rajin tengok tb kat atas. Sensorang. As my hubbs, find it very difficult to be tolerate with me on watching TV. Sometimes, I have to stay up late just to watch TV. Sedih. Dah la astro ade kat bawah jep. Sekarang kene la layan cter kat TV3, which I rarely doing it. Oh, no more masterchef US, no more Jane by Design and definitely no more Kim Kardashian. I'm a huge fan!. Kalo nak tengok pun kene tengok siaran tertunda (T  T). Nanges! We have talk about this, I mean tolerate on watching TV cause we both had our interest, kan, tapi hubbs cakap kat rumah mak pun sume orang tengok tb ikut ape yang die nak tengok. Okeh, I lupe I kawen ngan anak bongsu. People very tolerate ngan anak bongsu ni. Hmmm. Naseb baik la I have a good considera. I'm very flexible as I can watch Liverpool match. What?! hahaha. Yes, it's true.

Pasan tak, bile kite ade extra facilities, we became less tolerance? Macam issue TV ni la. Bile we buy another TV, hubbs thinks it was okay that he enjoying himself downstairs watching sport all night long without considering his wife favourite shows. Well, I don't find it okay, not because I tak dapat tengok cite yang I suke,but I do not like the fact that we are not enjoying our TV time together. It's not that hubbs langsung tak bertimbang rase, he did. He did considerate but I need to tell him everytime again and again. I don't like making people understand the same thing everytime, he should've been understanding.

But, lucky me! *yeay*, my hubbs is okay doing house chores. Alhamdulillah (^^). I bukan buli die tau, he willing to help me. As we both working, so kalo nak harapkan I sorang je memang tak terbuat. In fact, he did a lot of chore *amazed*. I love when he take responsible to help me on doing house chores sebab dalam sesuatu pelayaran, nakhoda pun perlu buat sesuatu supaya kapal layar merentasi lautan dalam keadaan baik dan harmoni. And the most important thing is, we sail our ship together, no matter what's the risk, hitch, upside down, till Jannah. InsyaAllah. We both are like hand and feet, I'm glad that we both working, and we both willing to take responsibility.

Whatever it is, in marriage, there are many type of obstacles. It's just how you tackle it and solve it without hurting anyone heart. It is really helpful if you are making yourself tolerate and considerate. And, also lot of loves! Cheers!

Love. Izrin 

Fruit Drinks vs. Fruit Juice Drinks

Did you ever notice the differences between Fruit Drinks and Fruit Juice Drinks? Pernah tak korang belek-belek botol mase beli jus dan terperasan tulisan ni "Fruit Drinks" or "Fruit Juice Drinks" ? Pernah tak? Pernah tak? Mesti tak pernah kan? Unless korang memang sangat teliti ngan nutrition fact or ingredient or whatever the things they put inside your drinks. Yelah, sape yang spend half and hour just to read the label bagai then compare hanye untuk sebotol juice drinks? nonsense! Most of us buying juice according to the attraction on advertisement. kan? Same la ngan aku. heh! Asal tengok iklan je, mesti hati aku cepat-cepat je tegode, Eh, air ni mesti sedap. Botol pun dah lawa. Kene beli ni. eh? Ade kene mengena ke?

So, ape beza dua-dua produk ni? Exactly! Kalo mengikut rase, memang la same je. Air perise buah kan. Tapi tau tak korang yang sebenanrnyer Fruit Juice Drinks  hanye contain 5% of fruit juice? Dan kandungan yang lebih-lebih tu biase la, gule la, hape la. Dan yang menarik lagi sekarang, they even offer you extra pulpy la, extra tu la, extra ni la. Advertise!

Berbeza ngan Fruit Drinks pulak, it contains 35% fruit juice. yeay! Lebih banyak jus, walaupun tak offer ngan pulpylicious bagai tapi it contains more juice. Yummy! Kesahnyer, kalo nak 100% fruit juice, kene la beli buah fresh then blend sendirik kat umah. Tak pun, gi la restoren-restoren, pastu order je blended juice. Kenape tak nak jual kat market 100% fruit juice? Tak bleh ye adik2 sebab 100% fruit juice takkan tahan sampai seminggu. Oleh itu, kampeni2 pengeluar jus tak nak amek risiko mengadap aduan rakyat setiap hari sebab juice tu dah busuk!

Hhaa..ni air juice kegemaran I. Sungguh tak kusangke, hanye 5% juice je kat dalam tuh. ceh!

Patut la seseme I tak bebaik kalo minum juice nih..

Dan dalam botol yang selim ni la terdapat 35% fruit

Tips on how to differentiate fruit drinks and fruit juice drinks.

1. Kalau air juice tu bleh didapati or disusun di rak-rak air tin, rak-rak biase, selain dari tempat dingin, maksudnyer air tu adelah fruits juice drinks.
Reason : kandungan juice asli yang kurang didalam botol sebab tu bleh tahan lame kat tempat panas.

2. Semak expired date. Kalau jangka mase lebih panjang, maksudnyer itu adelah fruit juice drinks. Sebab Fruit Drinks tak bleh tahan lelame.

3. Semak nutrition fact. Kalau kandungan gula / karbohidrat tinggi it means it is fruit juice drinks. Sebab normally, fruit juice drinks contain extra sugar, nak dapatkan rase manis buah la kunun. huh.

So, mane satu pilihan hati korang? If you guys are concern on your diet, or trying to get less carbohidrates on your foods and drinks. Just go for fruit drinks. Selain lebih banyak juice, ia jugak kurang kandungan gula. Pilihan di tangan anda!

Love.Izrin

Istanbul Aku Datang (^^)

Kenape nak buat review filem plak nih? hehehe. Eh, tau tak aku ni sangat jarang tengok wayang? I mean sekarang la. Lebih-lebih lagi cite melayu. Sebab aku rase cam tak berbaloi kalo kite beratur beli tiket pepanjang, pastu beli popcorn untuk tengok cite melayu kat wayang. heh. Synical sangat tak? Well, I dun say that I didn't support malay movie but almost everytime I beriye2 heret kawan, adik, suami sume2 lah gi tengok cite melayu kat wayang will end up cite tu sangat membosankan & mengecewakan. Dan nilai RM12 tu cam tak berbaloi. Lebih baik beli pirate CD! *jahat!*

Tapi, it's not that I tak pernah langsung layan cite melayu kat wayang. Correct the fact. I pernah dan banyak kali gak tengok tapi kebanyakkan nyer tak memuaskan hati. But, recently, hubby and I macam terpikat plak ngan promosi-promosi filem Istanbul Aku Datang dan kitorang pun cari la mase serbu ke wayang. Ngeh3. At first, kitorang cam tak letak harapan tinggi la yang cite ni akan sedap cam ayam goreng kepsi..sebab tak nak kecewe lagi. Takut indah khabar dari rupe, as always!

Tapi, filem Istanbul Aku Datang ni sangat different! Seriously. Dari scene pertame sampai akhir ase nak senyum simpul sambil tersipu-sipu je. Cite romantic comedy yang sangat light dan sangat remaja! Totally my type! Bile tengok cite ni rase hati berbunge-bunge je, terus balik muvee jalan kepit-kepit ngan hubby cam orang bercinte. eceh! Watak-watak dalam cite ni sume hidup, kalo kate Aizat tu berlakon kaku, alah, kan ni first time die acting. Of cause la, it's a lil' bit awkward. Acting isn't easy. I don't think his character terlalu kaku. Amazingly, he carry the character very well for newcomer. Congrats to him!

Dalam cite ni for sure la aku suke watak Dian, yang Lisa Surihani bawak tuh. Wei, sangat cumel okeh! I don't know if off the scene Lisa pun cam Dian, tapi kalo ye then I know knape Yusry bleh jatuh cinte ngan Lisa. Bukan Yusry je, aku sendiri pun jatuh cinte ngan Lisa tau. (^^)

*dah2, takyah buat muke comel lagi dah!*

Aku nak tambah lagi, background scene dalam filem nih pun sangat menarik. Aku rase Bernard Chauly berjaye memukau aku ngan background dan OST-OST yang sangat menarik. Wow! Sume pasal filem ni aku suke. Sangat kreatif. I think, Bernard should produce more film la. He made a really nice teenage film yang definitely bleh attract orang, especially orang cam aku ke panggung. I love his idea since Gol & Gincu tau! Oh, somehow, aku rase dress up Lisa dalam cite ni sangat comel, walaupun ntah pape. hikhikhik.

Oh, ye. Beto Khusyairi, betul ke spelling? *hentam!* Die tak la ensem sangat kan tapi bile in character, he is the man! Beto berjaye mengembangkan watak die dari seorang yang kasar, kurang ajar turn out to be very sweet and romantic. This is how when a man fall in love with a girl, he can change. Dan, Beto, you did it! Ohsem! Ohsem! *dabel ohsem sebab eksaited!* Tomok? Kenape aku tak cite pasal Tomok? Lakonan Tomok tak la mantap tapi okeh la, tak nampak pun cam kaku. Kalo selalu berlakon, sure lakonan Tomok ngan better dan better! Pape pun, lagu OST aku datang, nyanyian Tomok tu sedap  :)

Tu la, aku nak soh korang pegi wayang tapi ase cite ni dah tak available kat wayang dah, kan? Ke maseh ade ditayangkan? Tak pun, ape kate korang beli CD? hahaha. Tak rugi weh, serius nih! Serius tau *kerut kening*. Aku ase aku pun nak beli CD cite ni, nanti-nanti bleh tengok lagi :D

Nah! Mari support industri filem Malaysia!

Love.Izrin

Silence Killer vs Pap Smear !

Rase lega plak bile dah buat pap smear! Yeah. Last friday, aku gi buat ujian pap smear kat Hospital Besar Kulaijaya. Kebetulan dorang ade buat ceramah pasal kanser serviks ni dan menggalakkan sume kakitangan kerajaan kat Kulai untuk join. Sebab somi aku ni laki dan takleh nak buat ujian ni, die daftarkan la name isteri tercinte die nih..mase kat kaunter, misi tu siap puji-puji laki aku sebab daftarkan name aku, hehehe. Tapi aku tak gitau pun kat die, isau die kembang semangkuk plak nanti. Gipun, hal ni tak penting. hahaha.

Lepas dah daftar, dapat beg goodies yang dipenuhi ngan makanan percume serte air pembasah tekak. Sape yang tak nak ooii, datang nak buat pap smear tapi dapat segale bagai makanan. Siap dapat tuala good morning lagi, due helai plak tuh, ekekeke. Yahuu! Dah tu, aku gi la duduk dengar ceramah jap. Actually, ramai wanita Malaysia yang tak perasan yang kite ni terdedah pade jangkitan kuman di bahagian sulit kite, sebab kanser ni takde spesifik  simptom yang menunjukkan kite sakit. Adoi, inilah silence killer wahai wanita!!

Pas abes je ceramah, aku tengok orang yang tadi dok khusyuk dengar ceramah sume dah sibuk-sibuk nak balik. Aik? Tak nak buat ujian ke? Bile jumpe ngan member aku sorang nih, die kate takut nak buat. Loh! Nak takut ape plak..ceh! Sebab tak ramai yang buat, so, ujian tu kejap jelah. Aku ni sebab memikirkan kesihatan diri, kalo nak tunggu-tunggu ntah bile lagi nak buat. Plak tu, misi tu dah puji-pujian kat laki aku yang sangat concern pasal bini die yang comel nih, buat jelah! hahaha.

Lebih kurang cemnih la proses pengambilan sample dari dinding rahim kite tuh. Tak sakit pun. Kalo ade yang kate sakit la, macam nak nangis la. Tipu je tuh. hehehe. Mase ujian tu actually, doktor dah bleh pasan kalo kite ade tande-tande dijangkiti sebab dinding rahim yang dijangkiti dan yang sehat tak same. Kalo korang memang ade tande-tande dijangkiti kanser serviks, jangan isau sebab korang akan terus dihantar untuk rawatan. Efisyen kan?

Meh aku share sket info pasal pap smear yang aku hamek dari alam hamil

Apa itu ujian Pap Smear?

Ujian Pap Smear adalah ujian saringan bagi mengesan kanser serviks peringkat awal. Ianya diantara ujian saringan yang terbukti boleh menyelamatkan nyawa.

Apa itu serviks?

Serviks adalah pangkal rahim. Sebelum menjadi kanser, serviks menunjukkan perubahan di dalam sel-selnya yang merupakan peringkat pra-kanser. Peringkat awal ini mengambil masa beberapa tahun sebelum ia bertukar kepada kanser serviks dan pap smear boleh mengesannya peringkat ini dengan mudah.

Siapakah yang perlukan ujian Pap ?

Setiap wanita yang pernah mangadakan hubungan seks perlu menjalani ujian Pap terutamanya:

1. - Mereka memulakan hubungan seks pada usia < 18 tahun
2. - Mereka yang bertukar-tukar pasangan seks.
3. - Pasangan seks wanita tersebut atau suami yang mempunyai ramai pasangan seks.
4. - Mereka yang mempunyai Jangkitan kuman HPV (agen penyebab kanser)
5. - Perokok
6. - Tidak pernah/lebih 3 tahun tidak melakukan ujian Pap Smear.

Bagaimanakah ujian Pap Smear dilakukan?

Pemeriksaan faraj akan dilakukan dengan mengunakan speculum. Kawasan dalaman faraj dan serviks akan dilihat dengan mata kasar. Setiap ketidaknormalan akan diperiksa dengan teliti.
Dengan mengunakan kayu kayu kecil (spatula) sel-sel pada bahagian serviks akan diambil dan akan dismear pada permukaan slaid. Slaid ini kemudiannya dihantar ke makmal untuk diproses sebelum dibuat pemeriksaan mikroskopik.

Bilakah waktu yang sesuai untuk ujian Pap Smear dilakukan?

Ujian mudah ini boleh dilakukan pada bila-bila masa anda tidak didatangi haid kerana sel darah merah boleh mengganggu pemeriksaan mikroskopik. Sebolehnya elakkan hubungan seks pada malam sebelumnya.

Harap-harap entry ni bleh bagi kesedaran pade wanita-wanita yang kat luar sane. Mencegah lebih baik daripada mengubati!

Marilah hidup sehat!

*curik gambar mama, izzah, adik dan kekasih hatinyer (erk??) mase gi USS*

Bai!

Love.Izrin